I have been here before. In fact I have taken the first three years of the student classes starting in 2011. By the beginning of the fourth year I was going through major changes and disruptions, moving from North Carolina to Southern California. That was my excuse for the fact I barely squeaked through the third year exam and felt at the time that I was getting worse in terms of finger control and reading each new score. It seemed as though the harder I tried, the worse I got. So, I quit. Now I would like to take up the challenge again. Hopefully I can pick up at fourth year and just continue on but I don't feel the same pressure to perform. I still need help in certain areas and this is a good place to get them.
I left my old YouTube videos up mostly out of laziness but they can be found at;
https://www.youtube.com/user/bgoodwin91 ... subscriber
Be patient with me, I am now 75 years old.